Roll with the Punches

Whew! I do not wish a week like this on my worst enemy. But truthfully, I recognize how blessed I truly am. I spent the first half of the week leaving WTF and getting dumped by Club Obsessions (the management changed and they tried to short change the ISH out of me). The second half was spent at the hospital with my baby brother whom was suffering from horrible knee problems. At first we thought he had a sprain, then it progressed and we thought it may be infected, then it progressed and we thought he had blood problems, and now, we're just mystified and waiting on bone marrow and DNA tests to let us know whether he has an Auto Immune Deficiency or virus. It's scary not knowing what's wrong. I'm praying that the doctors don't know and are just trying to stick us for our paper - a much better prospect then knowing my baby brother may have a horrible ailment he'll have to live with for the rest of his life. That - I don't want to accept and I thank God that my momma is such a great healer and will set him right NO MATTER the ailment the doctors want to put on him. I had a new found respect for nurses and doctors though, I must say. It was the BEST hospital visit I've experienced. Emory Children's Hospital is filled with caring and capable staff. I almost felt like I was in a resort (minus the stress, machines beeping, brother crying, physical therapy, and lack of beach). They had a garden, a library, a game room, and the cafeteria had good home-style food and healthy choices. For that, I am going to give blood today. For any one that knows me, I'm a sucker and don't do too well in situations in which I know people are in pain and hurt. So, although I want to dedicate some time to the hospital, I'm going to start by giving blood, and then volunteering once a month at the media center. I wish I had a fairy princess outfit and cute high pitched voice, cause I'd go in there with a magic wand and throw pixie dust around for all the kids (scratching my chin with pondering look in my face). I may just have to do that...

Now everything ain't all bad. I now have a manager. Chris Joseph is now representing me. I believe this will be a great marriage and I'm excited as to how we will move forward. I need somebody that not only has the almighty dollar in sight, but is willing to develop me. I mean REALLY develop me appropriately. I'll let you know how that goes.

Off to give blood! You should too!!!

It's so hard to say good-bye to yesterday.

Why is it so hard to let go? Whether it's someone you love, a pair of jeans that haven't fit you in ions, or a business venture that just ain't working - the thought of letting go is similar to the fear of death. I made a big decision yesterday, slept on it, and stuck to it. I've decided to quit WTFonlineradio.com. Its crazy because it feels like I'm turning my back on my baby that I carried for months in my womb, and then allowed to suckle my breast, and before I could see her crawl, I put her in a basket and set her in front of a church.

It's not what you think it is. I don't have beef with my co-hosts. I love them to death. (Make sure you follow them on twitter! @rawdog_wtf @cashcarter_wtf @ashika_mscali @wtfonlineradio). I am not burned out - tired - but still got a whole lot of candle left to light the world with. But there is this situation with the location we're at in which I fear I'll kill somebody - literally. This dude is just relentless in his bullshit and I'm fed up. I don't like negativity around me, and I'm certainly NOT going to allow this CLOWN to turn me into a beast. I've been cordial, helpful, and respectful. I will not and cannot be disrespected by anybody, I don't care what they may have for me. I don't need anything from someone that can't show me respect. (Unless you're my momma, momma gets away with a lot) lol.

With that being said - I will be uploading all the footage to www.youtube.com/sistasypher if you want to take a peek at the past 6 months on the show. I had good times and will NEVER forget it. I wish them the best and hope that all the hard work and labor we put into manifests into something big. I'm proud to be a part of it's growth. WWW.WTFONLINERADIO.com

Shouts out to The Great Bandit King, Docugraphix, Xtra Multi Media Group, Brad, Hermina, James, Shay, Nic, and Cori "The Closer" Thomas for all the hard work they put in. (Pardon me for anybody I forgot).

Femcees - Models with Mics?

 

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I was so impressed with tonight's show. Our guest host was not only beautiful, eloquent, and classy, but Milion could really SPIT! At the end of our show we let all the femcees spit a freestyle and they got it popping! The only disappointing factor was Ms. Behavin not rocking the mic, but I already know she writes for mad people and her discography speaks for itself. It was interesting hearing her talk about her hit song "Hit That Bitch With A Bottle" and being so powerful and regal and responsible, and then, on the other hand listening to Chiba talk about saving "Ghetto girls", and acting GHETTO as all hell. Liquor does that though... Chiba was out talking everybody although it's obvious she's full of LOVE. Chiba spit FIRE too! Heidi Fly was a really interesting and great breathe of fresh air. She really is a ROCK STAR and had very poignant points concerning how the industry and fans expect our beloved talent to act. Robyn Fly snuck in on the sneak tip at the end of the show and also spit a dope freestyle that I must admit, I didn't expect. Her color didn't have anything to do with it, her aura just made me think she didn't have it in her, but she spit a hard one and then sipped her Henny like she ain't do ish! LOVE IT! We also had a special guest - GLO whom will hopefully be a grand addition to the WTF Entertainment team by adding a mainstream 2 our segment to the beginning of of WTF's show starting in the end of August. Just so you know, we are in talks of expanding, and it feels sooooo good! :)   I need to give special love and shout outs to the people that help this show run every week. First and foremost to my co-hosts Raw Dog, Cash Carter, and Ms Cali (whom wasn't there tonight). 2High Studios (Shay, Nick, & Cortez). All of our interns and assistants Hermina, Brad, Brian. Our producer Trey. And of course to all of the studio audience members and fans out there listening. WTF Online Radio is growing at an exponential rate and we couldn't and wouldn't be here without your support. :)