Back on my Do or Die Mission

It's 5:17 in the morning. I got up at 4:30, and I'm already done with my morning pages, and almost breakfast. I've been slipping hard! But I ain't tripping on that. I recognize that when I was the most disciplined with my work out regimen, I got up EARLY and got it out of the way first. So here I am. Hoping to be at Bally's by 6am and getting a solid hour in. At this time, it's time for me to realign myself and propel myself to higher heights with my EVERYTHING. They say time waits for no man, and I am no exception. I decided to reach back and see where I am with my bucket list. Here we go:

1. Get a six pack - On my way to the gym now, but I'm about at a 0 on my list SMH.
2. Invest in some stock - haven't even researched it
3. Get nominated for something - I got nominated for ATL's HOTTEST HOST & INTERNET RADIO STATION - PLEASE GO VOTE NOW: www.ATLCLUBAWARDS.com. Make sure to vote for me and WTFOnlineRadio.com
4. Mentor somebody - technically haven't found anyone to mentor yet 
5. Get My Bio Done - no bio yet -smh
6. Learn to ride a motorcycle - don't even know if I really want to do this anymore - may have to switch this one out
7. Spend a weekend on a yacht - haven't gotten close
8. Get 5,000 twitter friends - at a little over 1,000. Gonna buy Jawar's book so I can pick that up some
9. Help make somebody famous - working on KS Boyz, Dahlia von Danger, and Altered
10. Go see a pro football game - It's football season, I think this one is coming soon
11. Pose for a national eye candy magazine - Have to get a little more sexy for this one
12. Live COMPLETELY alone - Don't know if this is possible due to Jason...
13. Learn to make sushi - not even close
14. Record a rap song (or a verse on one) LMAO - a couple of people to record this with me...I think I'ma be able to do it
15. Join the mile high club - haven't even been on a plane yet this year...that's different for me
16. Forgive someone I HATE - I've forgiven EVERYBODY I hate...learning to forgive the things about me I ain't digging.
17. Take nude pictures - traveled all the way to Mississippi for this one
18. Get a Brazilian (ouch!) - still ain't done this one...waiting for it to get cooler...always an excuse here. LOL
19. Share my poetry publicly at a spoken word venue - haven't even memorized one yet
20. Start my blog - did this, now need to maintain it.
21. Take salsa classes - nope
22. Go skydiving -nope
23. Find a script to direct a full length movie - nope
24. Make somebody $100,000. -nope
25. Go white water rafting - nope
26. Go to a 25 and over party - nope
27. Get mentioned in a National Publication -nope
28. Start writing my memoirs - nope
29. Sing Karaoke by myself (never done that) -nope
30. Finish 10 MYB Production Skits - nope


Shameful. I've ONLY done 4 things on my list and I've only got 6 months left till my birthday. I guess I need to get on it! I'ma be soooo whack if I don't do at least half of these things. Sigh. Today I choose a poem to memorize. That shouldn't be so hard.


Off to the gym! Wish me luck!!!

MASH UP!!!

I'm so excited! FINALLY I'm having the party I've been waiting for at 2High Studios. Despite all the BULLSHIT that's been going on, I'm pretty excited. For all of you that don't know - WTF will be leaving 2High Studios at the end of August. I'll fill you in on the juicy gossip later... For now, don't miss ALTERED's Rock n Roll vs Hip Hop party tomorrow at 2High Studios! It's going to be bananas! First act is at 8pm - DON'T BE LATE! We've got some HEAVY HITTERS coming in the building! I LOVE Y'ALL!

First we'll have a scintillating show about Home Made Sex Videos (something I know nothing about) with the band Altered. If you are a member of my blog - text me, and I will put you on the list...

LOVE Y'ALL! Can't wait to see you tomorrow! Smooches!!!! :)

Femcees - Models with Mics?

 

www.wtfonlineradio.com

I was so impressed with tonight's show. Our guest host was not only beautiful, eloquent, and classy, but Milion could really SPIT! At the end of our show we let all the femcees spit a freestyle and they got it popping! The only disappointing factor was Ms. Behavin not rocking the mic, but I already know she writes for mad people and her discography speaks for itself. It was interesting hearing her talk about her hit song "Hit That Bitch With A Bottle" and being so powerful and regal and responsible, and then, on the other hand listening to Chiba talk about saving "Ghetto girls", and acting GHETTO as all hell. Liquor does that though... Chiba was out talking everybody although it's obvious she's full of LOVE. Chiba spit FIRE too! Heidi Fly was a really interesting and great breathe of fresh air. She really is a ROCK STAR and had very poignant points concerning how the industry and fans expect our beloved talent to act. Robyn Fly snuck in on the sneak tip at the end of the show and also spit a dope freestyle that I must admit, I didn't expect. Her color didn't have anything to do with it, her aura just made me think she didn't have it in her, but she spit a hard one and then sipped her Henny like she ain't do ish! LOVE IT! We also had a special guest - GLO whom will hopefully be a grand addition to the WTF Entertainment team by adding a mainstream 2 our segment to the beginning of of WTF's show starting in the end of August. Just so you know, we are in talks of expanding, and it feels sooooo good! :)   I need to give special love and shout outs to the people that help this show run every week. First and foremost to my co-hosts Raw Dog, Cash Carter, and Ms Cali (whom wasn't there tonight). 2High Studios (Shay, Nick, & Cortez). All of our interns and assistants Hermina, Brad, Brian. Our producer Trey. And of course to all of the studio audience members and fans out there listening. WTF Online Radio is growing at an exponential rate and we couldn't and wouldn't be here without your support. :)

It's a wrap

Naw. I ain't sick.
I just can't do it.
There's lead in my body,
there's no way to move it.

My will has no voice.
This must be something divine.
Decisions trumped by God.
Man can't get me "in line".

Try to push, try to shove,
but I just won't budge.
Mental images of it done
end up blurred and fuzzed.

Maybe logic can chage me.
If I don't work...
Ain't no money.
Plus, there's people that rely on me.

Nope. I ain't doing it.
I'm just that fed up.
Can't make no excuses.
It's a wrap - fuck this job.

Standing Tall

I'm turning into one of them
Never realized I reached the point of no return
I won't waver, my esteem of self is solid and firm
I am magnificently stoic
I've already paid my dues
When the wind blows, my leaves barely rustle
My roots stretch deep and wide in the soil
No longer compelled to explain myself
Nor make excuses for the way I feel
Call me strict, but cannot deny my real
I walk with authority
No one can deny my worth
Body and mind developed and ready to give birth
Take me or leave me,
Cause I can stand alone
My nurturing spirit undeniable
I'm a safe place for growth and nourishment
I provide shade to the earth
And although I'll never look back
I can look down and around
Elevating those that care to reach where I'm at

Turning the Phone Off

Phew. It's finally over. This week was tough.


Saturday was a day full of love. It started out grueling. I was supposed to go to the Oprah audition early in the morning, but ended up oversleeping due to the lack of sleep I had the night before. I still woke up super early to get ready for the day. I was terribly disappointed when none of my peoples was picking up the phone and my boyfriend told me he had something else to do in the morning. It made me want to cry and I was super irritated. In the end, everyone came through for me. Although everybody was late, they made it and we had a great presence for the event. The truth is, I was filled with love from my team and for the first time in a long time, I truly feel like I'm part of a great team situation and I'm not doing all the work myself. Still feel alone alot and don't know how to appoint things properly, but I do have a team. Special shouts to Ma, Jason, Cori, Joe, Trey, Dion, Anthony, Cortez, Nick, and Ook for showing me true love and helping out.

A-Town Day wasn't really what I expected. It was a festival of Health Awareness with minimal health booths. There were 3 stages of music with music blaring and tons of kids running around not really engaging in the health aspect of the event. I'm still pleased at the effort and hope to assist in helping them for next year. I think it's important to engage the hip hop generation to the benefits of good health. I am proud that we succeeded in our first vending experience and honestly can't wait for the next ones. I had two tables. One for Lovoi.org, and one for WTFOnlineRadio. Although the traffic wasn't thick, we met some incredible people that I hope to work further with. I'm terribly excited for the growth of these two companies.

After A-Town Day I finally got to see Altered perform live at the Vinyl. They were incredible! I'ma post their video soon for you to see, cause they are really talented. They sound just like their CD. I really believe I can take them to the next level.

With that being said, I'm turning off my phone today. Don't want to speak to anybody. Just want to relax!!!

Syph

My Portfolio is Sick

So I sat down today and got for REAL organized and realized that I have a DOPE client base right now. Check me out:
1) Non-for-profit - LOVOI.org
2) Model and Feature Dancer - Dahliavondanger.com (July 1st launch)
3) Haunted House - www.NightmaresGate.com
4) Online Radio Show - WTFOnlineRadio.com
5) Rock Band - Altered www.AlteredBand.com
6) Singer/Songwriter/Vocal Arranger - Cori "The Closer" Thomas www.corimuzik.com
7) Rapper/Dancer/Actor - Egypt the Entertainer www.egypttheentertainer.com
and last but not least, I've decided to represent myself. I'm tired of my managers not doing all they can do for me, so I'm going to take it upon myself to get my own thang popping - straight up!
8) TV & Radio Personality/Master of Ceremonies/Actor - Sypher www.sistasypher.com COMING AUGUST 1st
9) Entertainment Company - Mind Your Business Entertainment  www.mindyourbusinessent.com

I believe 9 is a lucky number. Watch me turn these 9 entities into beasts to be reckoned with in their own respective professions!

Last night I hosted a show for the CW which was cool. Can't wait to share that with you.

For now, I'm just concentrating on tomorrow. I have a BIG day.

4am - Oprah audition - yup guys...I'm auditioning for Oprah's reality show
10am - Lovoi.org and WTF tables for A-Town Day - first festival ever
8pm - Altered Band show....SOOOOO EXCITED!!!

Wish me luck y'all.  Bout to change into my wonder woman outfit! :)

Syph