Video of me giving Blood - It's EASY - you should do it too!!!

I actually gave blood last Monday, but will be learning how to give Bone Marrow as well. I felt sooooo great that my blood may be able to help someone in need. As soon as I get my donor card, I'ma take a picture and post it!

You may be wondering how Jason is doing....he's still on crutches and his knee is super swollen, but he's doing much better. We still don't know what he has and all his tests came out negative. Hopefully it will spontaneously disappear just as it has appeared.  I took him out to the movies after a scrumptious Italian dinner at Bambinelli's last night and we watched Scott Pilgrim Against The World - BEST MOVIE EVER! It was incredible! Everyone must watch this movie!!! It was so well executed on every level - the cinematography, the acting, the writing...it's a master piece. I do suppose that geeks may have a bit of a larger  appreciation for it. I want to be Knives Chow for Halloween this year. LMAO!

Anyway - off to IKEA for another boring ass shopping spree with ma dukes and the shorty. I'm learning to appreciate these moments and just be thankful to have family that I can do things with. You know I'm getting old, cause in the past I would have been hung-over somewhere getting ready to party all over again for Labor Day Weekend. What is Labor Day anyway? What is that holiday about?

See ya later!!! ;)

Roll with the Punches

Whew! I do not wish a week like this on my worst enemy. But truthfully, I recognize how blessed I truly am. I spent the first half of the week leaving WTF and getting dumped by Club Obsessions (the management changed and they tried to short change the ISH out of me). The second half was spent at the hospital with my baby brother whom was suffering from horrible knee problems. At first we thought he had a sprain, then it progressed and we thought it may be infected, then it progressed and we thought he had blood problems, and now, we're just mystified and waiting on bone marrow and DNA tests to let us know whether he has an Auto Immune Deficiency or virus. It's scary not knowing what's wrong. I'm praying that the doctors don't know and are just trying to stick us for our paper - a much better prospect then knowing my baby brother may have a horrible ailment he'll have to live with for the rest of his life. That - I don't want to accept and I thank God that my momma is such a great healer and will set him right NO MATTER the ailment the doctors want to put on him. I had a new found respect for nurses and doctors though, I must say. It was the BEST hospital visit I've experienced. Emory Children's Hospital is filled with caring and capable staff. I almost felt like I was in a resort (minus the stress, machines beeping, brother crying, physical therapy, and lack of beach). They had a garden, a library, a game room, and the cafeteria had good home-style food and healthy choices. For that, I am going to give blood today. For any one that knows me, I'm a sucker and don't do too well in situations in which I know people are in pain and hurt. So, although I want to dedicate some time to the hospital, I'm going to start by giving blood, and then volunteering once a month at the media center. I wish I had a fairy princess outfit and cute high pitched voice, cause I'd go in there with a magic wand and throw pixie dust around for all the kids (scratching my chin with pondering look in my face). I may just have to do that...

Now everything ain't all bad. I now have a manager. Chris Joseph is now representing me. I believe this will be a great marriage and I'm excited as to how we will move forward. I need somebody that not only has the almighty dollar in sight, but is willing to develop me. I mean REALLY develop me appropriately. I'll let you know how that goes.

Off to give blood! You should too!!!

It's so hard to say good-bye to yesterday.

Why is it so hard to let go? Whether it's someone you love, a pair of jeans that haven't fit you in ions, or a business venture that just ain't working - the thought of letting go is similar to the fear of death. I made a big decision yesterday, slept on it, and stuck to it. I've decided to quit WTFonlineradio.com. Its crazy because it feels like I'm turning my back on my baby that I carried for months in my womb, and then allowed to suckle my breast, and before I could see her crawl, I put her in a basket and set her in front of a church.

It's not what you think it is. I don't have beef with my co-hosts. I love them to death. (Make sure you follow them on twitter! @rawdog_wtf @cashcarter_wtf @ashika_mscali @wtfonlineradio). I am not burned out - tired - but still got a whole lot of candle left to light the world with. But there is this situation with the location we're at in which I fear I'll kill somebody - literally. This dude is just relentless in his bullshit and I'm fed up. I don't like negativity around me, and I'm certainly NOT going to allow this CLOWN to turn me into a beast. I've been cordial, helpful, and respectful. I will not and cannot be disrespected by anybody, I don't care what they may have for me. I don't need anything from someone that can't show me respect. (Unless you're my momma, momma gets away with a lot) lol.

With that being said - I will be uploading all the footage to www.youtube.com/sistasypher if you want to take a peek at the past 6 months on the show. I had good times and will NEVER forget it. I wish them the best and hope that all the hard work and labor we put into manifests into something big. I'm proud to be a part of it's growth. WWW.WTFONLINERADIO.com

Shouts out to The Great Bandit King, Docugraphix, Xtra Multi Media Group, Brad, Hermina, James, Shay, Nic, and Cori "The Closer" Thomas for all the hard work they put in. (Pardon me for anybody I forgot).

Back on my Do or Die Mission

It's 5:17 in the morning. I got up at 4:30, and I'm already done with my morning pages, and almost breakfast. I've been slipping hard! But I ain't tripping on that. I recognize that when I was the most disciplined with my work out regimen, I got up EARLY and got it out of the way first. So here I am. Hoping to be at Bally's by 6am and getting a solid hour in. At this time, it's time for me to realign myself and propel myself to higher heights with my EVERYTHING. They say time waits for no man, and I am no exception. I decided to reach back and see where I am with my bucket list. Here we go:

1. Get a six pack - On my way to the gym now, but I'm about at a 0 on my list SMH.
2. Invest in some stock - haven't even researched it
3. Get nominated for something - I got nominated for ATL's HOTTEST HOST & INTERNET RADIO STATION - PLEASE GO VOTE NOW: www.ATLCLUBAWARDS.com. Make sure to vote for me and WTFOnlineRadio.com
4. Mentor somebody - technically haven't found anyone to mentor yet 
5. Get My Bio Done - no bio yet -smh
6. Learn to ride a motorcycle - don't even know if I really want to do this anymore - may have to switch this one out
7. Spend a weekend on a yacht - haven't gotten close
8. Get 5,000 twitter friends - at a little over 1,000. Gonna buy Jawar's book so I can pick that up some
9. Help make somebody famous - working on KS Boyz, Dahlia von Danger, and Altered
10. Go see a pro football game - It's football season, I think this one is coming soon
11. Pose for a national eye candy magazine - Have to get a little more sexy for this one
12. Live COMPLETELY alone - Don't know if this is possible due to Jason...
13. Learn to make sushi - not even close
14. Record a rap song (or a verse on one) LMAO - a couple of people to record this with me...I think I'ma be able to do it
15. Join the mile high club - haven't even been on a plane yet this year...that's different for me
16. Forgive someone I HATE - I've forgiven EVERYBODY I hate...learning to forgive the things about me I ain't digging.
17. Take nude pictures - traveled all the way to Mississippi for this one
18. Get a Brazilian (ouch!) - still ain't done this one...waiting for it to get cooler...always an excuse here. LOL
19. Share my poetry publicly at a spoken word venue - haven't even memorized one yet
20. Start my blog - did this, now need to maintain it.
21. Take salsa classes - nope
22. Go skydiving -nope
23. Find a script to direct a full length movie - nope
24. Make somebody $100,000. -nope
25. Go white water rafting - nope
26. Go to a 25 and over party - nope
27. Get mentioned in a National Publication -nope
28. Start writing my memoirs - nope
29. Sing Karaoke by myself (never done that) -nope
30. Finish 10 MYB Production Skits - nope


Shameful. I've ONLY done 4 things on my list and I've only got 6 months left till my birthday. I guess I need to get on it! I'ma be soooo whack if I don't do at least half of these things. Sigh. Today I choose a poem to memorize. That shouldn't be so hard.


Off to the gym! Wish me luck!!!

MASH UP!!!

I'm so excited! FINALLY I'm having the party I've been waiting for at 2High Studios. Despite all the BULLSHIT that's been going on, I'm pretty excited. For all of you that don't know - WTF will be leaving 2High Studios at the end of August. I'll fill you in on the juicy gossip later... For now, don't miss ALTERED's Rock n Roll vs Hip Hop party tomorrow at 2High Studios! It's going to be bananas! First act is at 8pm - DON'T BE LATE! We've got some HEAVY HITTERS coming in the building! I LOVE Y'ALL!

First we'll have a scintillating show about Home Made Sex Videos (something I know nothing about) with the band Altered. If you are a member of my blog - text me, and I will put you on the list...

LOVE Y'ALL! Can't wait to see you tomorrow! Smooches!!!! :)

Femcees - Models with Mics?

 

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I was so impressed with tonight's show. Our guest host was not only beautiful, eloquent, and classy, but Milion could really SPIT! At the end of our show we let all the femcees spit a freestyle and they got it popping! The only disappointing factor was Ms. Behavin not rocking the mic, but I already know she writes for mad people and her discography speaks for itself. It was interesting hearing her talk about her hit song "Hit That Bitch With A Bottle" and being so powerful and regal and responsible, and then, on the other hand listening to Chiba talk about saving "Ghetto girls", and acting GHETTO as all hell. Liquor does that though... Chiba was out talking everybody although it's obvious she's full of LOVE. Chiba spit FIRE too! Heidi Fly was a really interesting and great breathe of fresh air. She really is a ROCK STAR and had very poignant points concerning how the industry and fans expect our beloved talent to act. Robyn Fly snuck in on the sneak tip at the end of the show and also spit a dope freestyle that I must admit, I didn't expect. Her color didn't have anything to do with it, her aura just made me think she didn't have it in her, but she spit a hard one and then sipped her Henny like she ain't do ish! LOVE IT! We also had a special guest - GLO whom will hopefully be a grand addition to the WTF Entertainment team by adding a mainstream 2 our segment to the beginning of of WTF's show starting in the end of August. Just so you know, we are in talks of expanding, and it feels sooooo good! :)   I need to give special love and shout outs to the people that help this show run every week. First and foremost to my co-hosts Raw Dog, Cash Carter, and Ms Cali (whom wasn't there tonight). 2High Studios (Shay, Nick, & Cortez). All of our interns and assistants Hermina, Brad, Brian. Our producer Trey. And of course to all of the studio audience members and fans out there listening. WTF Online Radio is growing at an exponential rate and we couldn't and wouldn't be here without your support. :)

It's a wrap

Naw. I ain't sick.
I just can't do it.
There's lead in my body,
there's no way to move it.

My will has no voice.
This must be something divine.
Decisions trumped by God.
Man can't get me "in line".

Try to push, try to shove,
but I just won't budge.
Mental images of it done
end up blurred and fuzzed.

Maybe logic can chage me.
If I don't work...
Ain't no money.
Plus, there's people that rely on me.

Nope. I ain't doing it.
I'm just that fed up.
Can't make no excuses.
It's a wrap - fuck this job.