Oral Fixation

I have an oral fixation.
I just LOVE the swallowing sensation.
Different textures in my mouth, is what life should be about.
Something gushy in my cheek or tart on the tip of my tongue.
Makes me feel all warm inside, makes me sing little songs.
The mere thought and I salivate.
I drool daydreaming of thick icing cake.
Mexican, Jamaican, Indian, and African,
Mix all the spices up and I'll take 'em!
A chick like me don't discriminate.
Just pile the food up high on my plate!!!


LMAO! Why did I write that as soon as I woke up? Lol! I'm so greedy!!!! I'm at 143lbs today though - YUPEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE! I'm gonna be sooooo SEXY and healthy! Watch!

Today I go to meditation class with my dear friend Jlyn! Although I'm excited, I'm more so excited for her. She's not only going to love the class, but it's going to change her life and I want to see the transformation. Plus, I've been slacking - from meditating EVERY day to not at all this week - I need to get my mind back. It takes discipline to stay focused with your objectives - and mine are not small ones! With that being said, meditation today - and back to yoga tomorrow!

Tonight, after the Thrashers game, I'm going to the Geisha House to support Amber's event there with the WTF family. Matter of fact - this poem I wrote today is dedicated to her...The Mouth of the South. LOL!
I WILL NOT drink or smoke there tonight! I WILL NOT! Plus - I still have around 20 more pounds to go - can't do that with yeast and suger floating around my tummy. LOL.

With that being said - I will share my personal ethical code with you later.

Smooches - wish me luck today with not only my personal objectives, but the 4 business clients I have to handle today. Egypt, Lovoi, Dahlia, & Corey - I'm a beast - I'ma get it done. Don't worry!!!

Fell off the Wagon

I'm so ashamed. I got TWISTED twice this week! Not only was that unsafe (I was driving), but I probably took in 5000 calories. I'm so shook, I didn't even look at the scale until today. Oh - and I also ended up smoking a good deal too. (BOOOOOOOO)

The truth is, I had MAD fun though. I went to Roosters and was flabbergasted with all the love I received. This guy (JP - new producer in town from South Carolina) came up to me and was like, "Who are you? You're getting more shout outs then Warren G and Big Boi." As corny as that sounds, it made me feel really good. I've been out of the clubs for so long that I felt forgotten, but I guess some relationships stick. Henry Welch (the most feared man in comedy) was on the mic wyling out and showing love. I also hit up Pin Ups and Mist and Shooter Alley. I forgot how I used to get it in!!! My goal is to NOT drink ANYTHING tomorrow night at the Geisha House with Amber Swallows and those crazy fools! She did say that she will be teaching me how to bootie shake tommorrow (a feat the most skilled dancers haven't been able to accomplish)!

Anyway - I'm at a respectable 145lbs right now. My goal is to be at 140 by the end of next week...I might be there now if I actually didn't drink and did more then two days on the P90x. I'm back on it tomorrow morning, I promise...As for my spiritual stuff - I'm doing well. I will share my personal ethical code with you tomorrow.

Until then - I want to share this with you -- I'm in LOVE! (Ain't that something) -- BLUSH!!!