So I sat down today and got for REAL organized and realized that I have a DOPE client base right now. Check me out:
1) Non-for-profit - LOVOI.org
2) Model and Feature Dancer - Dahliavondanger.com (July 1st launch)
3) Haunted House - www.NightmaresGate.com
4) Online Radio Show - WTFOnlineRadio.com
5) Rock Band - Altered www.AlteredBand.com
6) Singer/Songwriter/Vocal Arranger - Cori "The Closer" Thomas www.corimuzik.com
7) Rapper/Dancer/Actor - Egypt the Entertainer www.egypttheentertainer.com
and last but not least, I've decided to represent myself. I'm tired of my managers not doing all they can do for me, so I'm going to take it upon myself to get my own thang popping - straight up!
8) TV & Radio Personality/Master of Ceremonies/Actor - Sypher www.sistasypher.com COMING AUGUST 1st
9) Entertainment Company - Mind Your Business Entertainment www.mindyourbusinessent.com
I believe 9 is a lucky number. Watch me turn these 9 entities into beasts to be reckoned with in their own respective professions!
Last night I hosted a show for the CW which was cool. Can't wait to share that with you.
For now, I'm just concentrating on tomorrow. I have a BIG day.
4am - Oprah audition - yup guys...I'm auditioning for Oprah's reality show
10am - Lovoi.org and WTF tables for A-Town Day - first festival ever
8pm - Altered Band show....SOOOOO EXCITED!!!
Wish me luck y'all. Bout to change into my wonder woman outfit! :)
Syph
Sypher is an opinionated, well-acclimated veteran of the Atlanta Entertainment scene. Not only is she an incredible host and TV/Radio personality, but she is also a videographer with a long resume of film work. With her curiously magnetic energy and diverse origins, Sypher represents – all sides, all shades, all ethnicities, all the newbies, all the old-heads, all the natives, all angles, all 360 degrees – Sypher360! Follow Sypher on twitter too: @sistasypher
Friday, June 25, 2010
Tuesday, June 22, 2010
Flexibility
Flexibility. 1.Willing or disposed to yield. 2. Susceptible of modification or change; adaptable.
I've always thought I was flexible. As someone who's traveled the world and been fortunate enough to do so many cool things, I thought I had the ability to adapt to different circumstances. What I've just discovered is although I may be able to adapt to different circumstances, my brain is very rigid when it comes to personal development.
If I set goals for myself, I'm really hard on myself and the slightest change of circumstance will have me thrown off course. For example, let's say I need to be in bed by 9pm so I can wake up at 4am to do my exercise, meditation, morning writing, Tundruk, eat well and get dressed by the time 9am comes around. If something comes up (like last night having to take the lovely Dahlia von Danger to jail at 10pm), it literally mind rapes me into feeling like I can't do all of the things I planned. I will end up making excuses and have to start all over on a Monday. And yes...I always have to start any plans on a Monday or it doesn't feel right.
That's stupid, right? My goal is to be more flexible. I don't need to beat my self up cause I woke up at 7am instead of 4am. If I don't get my exercise in before 9pm, I can still do it later, or just skip a day. The world will not end, and I don't have to wait till the top of the week to start on my goals. I need to be able to go with the current and breeze through life with no problems. Life always throws curve balls. Expect the unexpected and adapt. Don't be sturdy in your ways.
So DAHLIA von DANGER, a model/feature dancer I represent had to turn herself intothe police last night. It was bananas. The lucky little devil ended up getting out on a signature bond and it just reminded me of the first time I went to jail at 19 years old. I actually pulled out some jail house poetry and writings to share with y'all when I was in the hole...
She quietly schemes
Eyes pulled tight into slits
Lip curled slightly to one corner
Her smirk speaking volumes
If anyone would listen
She roars violently
Under her demure shell
Ready to bite
She takes her time eating
She's waiting for the vultures
To Swoop again
She's seething
Each disrespectful action makes her stronger
She's almost at invisible
They used to be able to see her every move
But the tables have turned
She's been paying attention
While they were seeking attention
She now knows
And will use it to her advantage
Making each one snivel and regret
Swoop
They took her milk
Swoop Swoop
There goes her bread
She knows time by counting her steadheart beat
The bell will sound in 5 minutes
Her heartbeat quickens
She loses time
All is lost
She'll time it right next time.
.....Don't ask. Jail had me tripping! I had two pieces of paper and a pencil I would sharpen with my teeth, no lie. When there was no room left on the papers, I thought I would die! I was only allowed out of my cell for an hour a day and wasn't allowed to read or anything. HELL on EARTH! Never again...(or should I be flexible). I don't know...everyone ain't Mandela!
I've always thought I was flexible. As someone who's traveled the world and been fortunate enough to do so many cool things, I thought I had the ability to adapt to different circumstances. What I've just discovered is although I may be able to adapt to different circumstances, my brain is very rigid when it comes to personal development.
If I set goals for myself, I'm really hard on myself and the slightest change of circumstance will have me thrown off course. For example, let's say I need to be in bed by 9pm so I can wake up at 4am to do my exercise, meditation, morning writing, Tundruk, eat well and get dressed by the time 9am comes around. If something comes up (like last night having to take the lovely Dahlia von Danger to jail at 10pm), it literally mind rapes me into feeling like I can't do all of the things I planned. I will end up making excuses and have to start all over on a Monday. And yes...I always have to start any plans on a Monday or it doesn't feel right.
That's stupid, right? My goal is to be more flexible. I don't need to beat my self up cause I woke up at 7am instead of 4am. If I don't get my exercise in before 9pm, I can still do it later, or just skip a day. The world will not end, and I don't have to wait till the top of the week to start on my goals. I need to be able to go with the current and breeze through life with no problems. Life always throws curve balls. Expect the unexpected and adapt. Don't be sturdy in your ways.
So DAHLIA von DANGER, a model/feature dancer I represent had to turn herself into
She quietly schemes
Eyes pulled tight into slits
Lip curled slightly to one corner
Her smirk speaking volumes
If anyone would listen
She roars violently
Under her demure shell
Ready to bite
She takes her time eating
She's waiting for the vultures
To Swoop again
She's seething
Each disrespectful action makes her stronger
She's almost at invisible
They used to be able to see her every move
But the tables have turned
She's been paying attention
While they were seeking attention
She now knows
And will use it to her advantage
Making each one snivel and regret
Swoop
They took her milk
Swoop Swoop
There goes her bread
She knows time by counting her steadheart beat
The bell will sound in 5 minutes
Her heartbeat quickens
She loses time
All is lost
She'll time it right next time.
.....Don't ask. Jail had me tripping! I had two pieces of paper and a pencil I would sharpen with my teeth, no lie. When there was no room left on the papers, I thought I would die! I was only allowed out of my cell for an hour a day and wasn't allowed to read or anything. HELL on EARTH! Never again...(or should I be flexible). I don't know...everyone ain't Mandela!
Monday, June 21, 2010
A note to my father on Father's Day
Hey Daddy,
I want you to know that I love you dearly and feel so blessed that I have you in my life. I know it may appear as though I take you for granted sometimes when I don't do as you ask immediately despite the unwavering love that you have for me. Please know that I don't, and all I want in this lifetime is to make you proud and hope to someday relieve the burden of having to take care of all of us. You've equipped me with so many jewels in my life, and I am sincerely beyond grateful. Although I may not be making much money (yet) and sometimes cause needless problems (the car accident), please know that your love and dedication to raising me has not gone in vain. I look around and feel so lucky that I have a father whose stuck by me at my lowest moments. I'm so ashamed that I haven't amounted to more, but I'm working HARD at it and know that one day you'll see the fruition of your labor manifested. If this world were filled with men like you, there would be nothing but peace, love, and intelligence abounding. I am so pleased and proud that you are my father. You've always lived with a high ethical code which makes you one of the greatest role models in my life (momma too). I love you so much and think you are just one of the greatest human beings I've ever encountered. Thank you for choosing a wonderful wife to help raise us daddy. Hope you had a good day and didn't feel forgotten or neglected being so far away. I truly love you.
Your babykins,
Sonia
I want you to know that I love you dearly and feel so blessed that I have you in my life. I know it may appear as though I take you for granted sometimes when I don't do as you ask immediately despite the unwavering love that you have for me. Please know that I don't, and all I want in this lifetime is to make you proud and hope to someday relieve the burden of having to take care of all of us. You've equipped me with so many jewels in my life, and I am sincerely beyond grateful. Although I may not be making much money (yet) and sometimes cause needless problems (the car accident), please know that your love and dedication to raising me has not gone in vain. I look around and feel so lucky that I have a father whose stuck by me at my lowest moments. I'm so ashamed that I haven't amounted to more, but I'm working HARD at it and know that one day you'll see the fruition of your labor manifested. If this world were filled with men like you, there would be nothing but peace, love, and intelligence abounding. I am so pleased and proud that you are my father. You've always lived with a high ethical code which makes you one of the greatest role models in my life (momma too). I love you so much and think you are just one of the greatest human beings I've ever encountered. Thank you for choosing a wonderful wife to help raise us daddy. Hope you had a good day and didn't feel forgotten or neglected being so far away. I truly love you.
Your babykins,
Sonia
Your Wisdom
The answers lay within.
Soft currents of truth, gentle yet powerful.
An innate knowledge - ignored and we block the source.
Its infinite solidity punctured, made to waver needlessly.
Like a wound, it heals with attention.
Scabs turning to scars that hopefully disappear.
The memory of it's existence - your wisdom
to do with it as you please.
Hopefully compassion makes you a teacher, helping others learn from your experience.
Others are negligent and don't analyze the truth; therefore not allowing their wounds to heal.
They don't acknowledge the gentle and powerful currents.
Flesh marked profusely with unending scars.
We are nothing without our spirit.
Listen to it closely. With respect.
The tools lay within.
Jewels in need of a good cleansing.
Repetitive prodding makes them shine through.
The answers presenting themselves with undeniable clarity.
The source no longer clouded and hard to see.
Soft currents of truth, gentle yet powerful.
An innate knowledge - ignored and we block the source.
Its infinite solidity punctured, made to waver needlessly.
Like a wound, it heals with attention.
Scabs turning to scars that hopefully disappear.
The memory of it's existence - your wisdom
to do with it as you please.
Hopefully compassion makes you a teacher, helping others learn from your experience.
Others are negligent and don't analyze the truth; therefore not allowing their wounds to heal.
They don't acknowledge the gentle and powerful currents.
Flesh marked profusely with unending scars.
We are nothing without our spirit.
Listen to it closely. With respect.
The tools lay within.
Jewels in need of a good cleansing.
Repetitive prodding makes them shine through.
The answers presenting themselves with undeniable clarity.
The source no longer clouded and hard to see.
Walk In Your Authority
I got into a terrible car crash last Saturday leaving Cristal the Great's Birthday Pool Celebration. I crashed right into a parked car as I was adjusting the GPS system. Thankfully I left with minimal damage to my body and didn't physically hurt anybody. Unfortunately the owner of the vehicle I hit had an outstanding warrant and went to jail, and my car may be totaled. Horrible since the last car note was literally JUST PAID a week prior.
The past week has been tough. I've found myself crying a lot and questioning my path in life. The stupid decisions I've made that have not only slowed me down, but affected the people around me. The accident with my car was pure negligence. So many people rely on me and I just SCREWED up horribly. To add fuel to the fire, my family, boyfriend, and friends have been so supportive and kind to me - making me feel blessed, but terribly guilty.
So, yesterday I went to church. Although I don't proclaim to be a Christian, I go to not only support my mother, but also to gain a better understanding of my boyfriend's religion. This particular sermon spoke mountains to me. Judge Melvin Johnson gave testimonials and spoke of the story of Lazarus. In his testimony, he spoke about how God was responsible for making him Chief Judge at the age of 35 and told his incredible story. My eyes couldn't stop watering at the incredible power of God and his inspiring story of faith. What ended up truly hitting home though, was what he got out of the story of Lazarus. It being father's day, he chose this story to inspire men to be visionaries, compassionate, and to walk in their authority. Naturally, it spoke to all men and women. He said that as a visionary, God speaks to us and we must stay firm in our understanding and decisions. When Jesus took 4 days to raise Lazarus from the dead, he had all types of peer pressure and gossipers questioning and doubting him, but he remained steadfast in what he knew he must do. Secondly, when Jesus finally arrived at the house of Lazarus, his sisters (Mary & Martha) were naturally upset with him and people were crying and the gossipers were talking mess about him. Instead of getting upset or saying I told you so, he showed compassion and "Jesus wept", not for Lazarus, because he knew he'd lift him from the dead, but because of everyone else. Naturally, when one stops crying, they must fix the situation instead of dwelling in the sorrow and misery. So Jesus lifted Lazarus from the dead and Walked in His Authority.
This sermon truly hit home for me and is something that I know I will remember for eternity. As a visionary, I knew I wasn't supposed to go to Cristal's party. Honestly, I didn't want to miss out on all the fun and also didn't want her and her brother to think I was a flake since I haven't shown up to anything. I went, and then crashed the car. Of course, many people were PISSED off; my mother was PISSED off since she also relies on the car, Cristal was disgusted cause I caused trouble at her otherwise successful and fun party, and my boyfriend was annoyed for not being safer with my life. Many times I also was pissed because I didn't want to be judged and was tired of hearing people's mouths, but I must show compassion. I messed up and must feel where they're coming from...even if it feels obsessive. I shouldn't expect people to instantly be okay from a simple sorry. Lastly, although this is a major bump in the road, I must walk in my authority. Make sure all parties feel reassured that I will do better next time. Apologize to the right people. Handle the situation of the car. Know that God will forgive me and get on my knees and pray. Be an example. And that is what I've learned and will carry with me forever. REMEMBER LAZARUS.
The past week has been tough. I've found myself crying a lot and questioning my path in life. The stupid decisions I've made that have not only slowed me down, but affected the people around me. The accident with my car was pure negligence. So many people rely on me and I just SCREWED up horribly. To add fuel to the fire, my family, boyfriend, and friends have been so supportive and kind to me - making me feel blessed, but terribly guilty.
So, yesterday I went to church. Although I don't proclaim to be a Christian, I go to not only support my mother, but also to gain a better understanding of my boyfriend's religion. This particular sermon spoke mountains to me. Judge Melvin Johnson gave testimonials and spoke of the story of Lazarus. In his testimony, he spoke about how God was responsible for making him Chief Judge at the age of 35 and told his incredible story. My eyes couldn't stop watering at the incredible power of God and his inspiring story of faith. What ended up truly hitting home though, was what he got out of the story of Lazarus. It being father's day, he chose this story to inspire men to be visionaries, compassionate, and to walk in their authority. Naturally, it spoke to all men and women. He said that as a visionary, God speaks to us and we must stay firm in our understanding and decisions. When Jesus took 4 days to raise Lazarus from the dead, he had all types of peer pressure and gossipers questioning and doubting him, but he remained steadfast in what he knew he must do. Secondly, when Jesus finally arrived at the house of Lazarus, his sisters (Mary & Martha) were naturally upset with him and people were crying and the gossipers were talking mess about him. Instead of getting upset or saying I told you so, he showed compassion and "Jesus wept", not for Lazarus, because he knew he'd lift him from the dead, but because of everyone else. Naturally, when one stops crying, they must fix the situation instead of dwelling in the sorrow and misery. So Jesus lifted Lazarus from the dead and Walked in His Authority.
This sermon truly hit home for me and is something that I know I will remember for eternity. As a visionary, I knew I wasn't supposed to go to Cristal's party. Honestly, I didn't want to miss out on all the fun and also didn't want her and her brother to think I was a flake since I haven't shown up to anything. I went, and then crashed the car. Of course, many people were PISSED off; my mother was PISSED off since she also relies on the car, Cristal was disgusted cause I caused trouble at her otherwise successful and fun party, and my boyfriend was annoyed for not being safer with my life. Many times I also was pissed because I didn't want to be judged and was tired of hearing people's mouths, but I must show compassion. I messed up and must feel where they're coming from...even if it feels obsessive. I shouldn't expect people to instantly be okay from a simple sorry. Lastly, although this is a major bump in the road, I must walk in my authority. Make sure all parties feel reassured that I will do better next time. Apologize to the right people. Handle the situation of the car. Know that God will forgive me and get on my knees and pray. Be an example. And that is what I've learned and will carry with me forever. REMEMBER LAZARUS.
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